What?... dunno, damn it's been a real while since I posted an entry worth reading(worth reading, right!) anyway since this is a hasty excuse for an entry, don't expect anything much, these are just friggin' thoughts I want to share(don't know if they're worth it, but fock it). ummm, have you ever tried one day without any adequate reason you wake up feeling so apathetical or feel like burdened by something non-existent... i guess most of us have, well I call them the "lifemocksyouintheface" moment, what did you ever do to "life" to give you that treatment. on second thought its god mocking you!
what did you ever do to god for him to give you that treatment.(pause + crickets)...
Okaaay! next topic.
Lately, on very rare moments that i stop and think, i've come to realize something depressing if not stupid. I realized that i've become very accustomed to losing and failure that triumph and being able to win is almost a sin. weird... 2b cont
